TWIRL of CURSING TIME!

It's been a long time I haven't seen you....
Everytime I curse time of seeing you, the more denial I got of pretending I hate you nor don't miss you at all.
I've decided to stay away from you though our world seems so near because it paved much realizations for me to believe that not all fairy tales do come true...
You're just near my window but you've decided first to close the door between us that made me so much penetrated with your mysterious shadows...such a poignant truth!
Someone asked me if all these blogs were caused by only one person I then said yes but he will never know that he's also the reason for all these...
You ..two... made me so preoccupied with much delusions in life....
Until I found the reason to smile....
that life doesn't and will not end up to a single stormy night since it unexpectedly bring back the pot of gold of searching real happiness....
For those who forget to realize others' worth...
For those who played so unfair in the game of life...someday somehow you'll find your reason and desire for you to have your own time machine..
---remember that past might strikes back like lightning---
This world made me so much vulnerable as a human yet it aid me to be what I don't want to become and be someone who is far from being me....
In the course of time, we will never succeed if we're always afraid of making changes in our lives....
As saying goes that ...
“The doors
we open and close each day decide the lives we live.”
considering that
“Life can either be accepted or changed. If it is not accepted, it must be changed. If it cannot be changed, then it must be accepted.”

>>>marj

ANOTHER HISTORY!

After 26 years, now we all witness another pain and glory of Philippine History…
Losing a strong and charismatic political figure such as Pres.Corazon Aquino can be an inspiring reminder to all Filipinos pondering that our nation deserves only the BEST that we could give ; that is we love being one no matter what and we always should be..
From all walks of life came to give further respect to her…understanding that though everything ends, there’s always a reason to celebrate that she will always be the “MOTHER of Philippine Democracy”!
It isn’t always define that DEATH is a reason to grief…partly yes! but now connotes unity and a remarkable part of Phil. history same as during the death of NINOY, such a great hero we’ll always remember and be proud of!
I never thought that we can embody the sorrow of losing her and we never thought that we could cry as her own family even only watching the television..
DARE to BE INSENSTIVE if you’re NOT a Filipino
yeT
DARE to be SENSITIVE to what our NATION truly deserves same as what Pres.CORY sacrificed and gave to our country she mostly love!
WE should always learn the value … the love and respect to Pres.Aquino…we THANK YOU!

>>>>marj

SONA 2009!

The SONA (State of the NAtion Address) 2009 by PGMA is not the only yet the best SONa she ever delivered….Mind your own thoughts and opinions because this world is collaborated with rational and dull minds! Just stand in line where you belong!
Critics may outnumber the supporters but the reigning president will always be the stong president within the course of history ! I guess this is not about clinging to who are pro- and anti- gloria … this is about who is or who are doing the right thing, isn’t it??!
PGMA may have all the accumulated and anticipated flaws but her critics may also have their own respected interests to throw back that dark allegations to their selves.
We all have our own opinions. Respect those that are not acccording to yours for you aren’t a dictator who persuades nor challenge the power of DEMOCRACY !
This NATION isn’t about saying IT’S YOU but it’s more on about saying IT’s US !!! and This Nation deserves What is JUST and Right!
>>>marj

VOID!

i feel like missing you…
i feel like drawn with your shadows and love…
i feel like keeping you always locked in my heart.. in mind… in soul….
where are you when i’m in ache??!
where are you when i want to share the beauty of this earthly life??!!

these days… you left me all alone with all these realizations that you’re not worth the wait ‘coz if you are then someday..somehow still you’ll find your own simple ways that despite you being into your new world now you’ll still find your way back to me and I’ll be a part of you…

where are your promises of being together no matter what?!
where are your promises that despite the changes in our lives you’ll still be my shield from sorrow and in tears….well, will you stay or go far away from my reach…
you better not see me….you better not come back if you’ll only wished to crush my heart and bury it alive and died as the rotten fruit..

.I can live without your presence same as you do to me…
but if you won’t then tell me and I’ll still choose to stay….
>>>marj

FEELS Like!

what u see in me is really the real me ‘coz i hate pretensions! i maybe a pretender of my feelings but not to my personality! i loved to love and 2b loved in return but if you’ll become my critic then be my guest if that’s how u love me!=)
>>>marj

CHANGE IN ME!

I’m just simply within the ground of always realizing the beauty of every sacrifice that turns out to be the ultimate happiness that I have now… simply experiencing the zenith of being me…
LEARN HOW TO BE FREAK AT SOME POSITIVE POINT ’coz we don’t have to stay weak.. don’t be too serious and be stagnant in life ‘coz life goes on and life rocks!=)
keep goin’!… aim high as long as u can reach them….realizing that everything is possible with the help of passion and motivation!=)
GOD BLESS…

>>>marj

INTERTWINED

why some… forget their old friends just because they don’t need them?;why? simply because their lives eventually turned out right nowadays?
why some…uncontrollably cast away pain to those who cherished them and loved them?;why? simply to avoid hurt… yet come to think of it… you can never avoid something uncontrollable by moving too far!


you! you ought to embrace the beauty of the mingled zest of life- old and new….
we don’t have to sacrifice old friends simply because you found new pals to rely on…….
you can have both…cherish both.. be sensitive!

>>> marj

WHY?

“As Part Of You Has Grown In Me,Together Forever Shall We Be,Never Apart Maybe In DistanceBut Not In Heart.
The stupidest mistake in lifeis thinking the one who hurt you the most,won’t hurt you again.”

>>>marj

LOST LOVE

“To be your friend was all I ever wanted; to be your lover was all I ever dreamed.”…I love him but can’t have him…
The worst thing is holding on to someone who doesn’t want to be held on to.

>>>marj