VOID!

i feel like missing you…
i feel like drawn with your shadows and love…
i feel like keeping you always locked in my heart.. in mind… in soul….
where are you when i’m in ache??!
where are you when i want to share the beauty of this earthly life??!!

these days… you left me all alone with all these realizations that you’re not worth the wait ‘coz if you are then someday..somehow still you’ll find your own simple ways that despite you being into your new world now you’ll still find your way back to me and I’ll be a part of you…

where are your promises of being together no matter what?!
where are your promises that despite the changes in our lives you’ll still be my shield from sorrow and in tears….well, will you stay or go far away from my reach…
you better not see me….you better not come back if you’ll only wished to crush my heart and bury it alive and died as the rotten fruit..

.I can live without your presence same as you do to me…
but if you won’t then tell me and I’ll still choose to stay….
>>>marj